Francamente no se qué me sucede, me siento rara: entre enojada-triste-complicada-frustrada. Emociones variadas que surgieron de repente y que no sé como controlar, simplemente están ahí causando malestar, haciéndome sentir incómoda e incompetente.
Los últimos días he estado bastante chill, relajada, sin pedos. Viendo las cosas del cambio de casa, chambeando as usual, desmadrando lo normal. Sin embargo desde hace unas horas me invadió este fuckin sentimiento que me orilla a echar a correr, a salir huyendo del asfixiante aire que me rodea. Cierro los ojos, el incesante boom-boom que emana de mi interior no me deja pensar, no logro concentrarme, las ideas se nublan y lo único que pareciera tener dentro son vísceras, órganos que me hacen sentir tan primitiva, tan animal…
Tal vez volver a las raíces de vez en vez no sea tan malo. Probablemente ser pura emoción ayuda a desbloquearnos, dejándonos fluir de lleno, desbocándonos, llevándonos al abismo, para que a unos cuantos pasos del desfiladero recobremos la conciencia y el aire recién purificado entre de nuevo al sistema, renovándolo.
De pie, al filo de la cornisa, ráfagas de viento golpeando el rostro como haciendo reclamos, exquisito olor a tierra mojada, ha llovido toda la noche, al final de la temporada el agua provoca la exploción de la naturaleza, todo verde, tan radiante, los pensamientos regresan, las emociones se apagan, eterno retorno al principio: MORIR PARA VIVIR, estallar en una momentánea locura para luego renacer a la cordura.
Este post y mi estado de ánimo actual se encuentran infinitamente influenciados por una se-pa-ra-ción, por Soda Stéreo y por una insaciable búsqueda de la trascendentalidad *
*Del tipo de palabras hechizas que nos salen cuando andamos bien inspirados.
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"... quiero que me trates, suavemente"... un rolon mi estimada, un rolon.
Me impactaron tus palabras, todos pasamos por trances parecidos, pero me gusto mucho lo de "morir para vivir" es como un renace, no se porque traigo mucho esa idea, como en la novela de "Demian" de Herman Hesse, en fin.
Habra que dejar fluir todo, sera lo mas sano? o sera malo aguantarse? si, lo digo por experiencia, propia y muy muy reciente... monton de sentimientos arremolinados, y no saber ni cual musica tocar para dejar de recordar.
Admiro la manera en que lo enfrentar.
Saludos.... y avientese de nuevo a Pink Floyd... un buen pa'rriba...
Conozco varios que no se preocupan por nada
claro que tampoco tienen ambiciones ni metas ni objetivos más allá de las capacidades y limitaciones de su entorno
pero aparentemente son felices
por supuesto que su misma simplicidad no les permite ver que hay mundo afuera
Tampoco ando inspirado.
Pero sí me gusta la canción, saludos.
Morir para vivir... Uhhmmm.. Cuanto hay de verdad en esoo...
Por ejemplo, a mi, de vez en cuando me vienen periodos donde no se q hacer, q quiero ni por q... Aunq, en realidad, si lo se, pero en ese tiempo lo cuestiono, lo rebajo, le quito importancia o lo ignoro...
Y luego, para salir de esa falta de humor y de sentidos, trato de retomar el camino (o de empezar uno nuevo) con todo lo aprendido, con todo lo q me "sirve" para seguir... y dejar lo otro, lo q me estorba, me lastima o me estresa, atrás pues... En el cajón...
Renacer de las cenizas... Tal cual...
En fin... Un abrazoo Ana... ^^
PD: Soda Stéreo puede tener ese tipo de efectos en la gente... jeje
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